Untitled

alsjtkljgal

ed r

david mart(ee)n

emil-ee-o,who-lee-o, fernando, asian dude

serdar

crock

yam

mikey

carp/ash/gar/kiki

mikey

gweg

gar

update

carlos p again (sungod) k

daniel from palmdale (sungod, village) x

ali (during wiz) k

mikey (after thai food/thor) k

stephanie? k

fish -k

update

grant

jesus

ihouse french david

b west 1/2ie john

carlos p

mikey

ian carrot top biter

updayte

peter a.

outdoorsy-k

tay/17-dbl k

hud-kj

rquee-les

gummy

moar

joser 1 more times-x

alex/adrien brody in orange-k

coyote dino-k

coyote-k

joser 1 x

spar l housewarming-k/choke

Prophet- x

Prophet-k

gallegos- both?

spar- pb/doesnt count

coyote dino-k aug 26 hillcrest

spar- sept 4 mahaila

just thoughts

I’ve been thinking that I currently have an unhealthy relafriendship with a certain someone. We spend virtually every waking moment together and we’re going to be living together for the first portion of summer and again throughout the coming school year. When we’re not together, I’m thinking about how I should share things with this person and I want to constantly update them or contact them. It isn’t healthy.

This had only occurred to me on one other occasion, but it was in the early stages of our relationship. I remember feeling smothered because this person got really comfy very quickly. And that was too much for me. I’m afraid that I might become the same way to this person. I don’t want to be insufferable and smothering. I just want to take a break from each other and enjoy myself. 

Not really enjoy myself, but spend some time apart to grow and do some self-reflection. As is, I’m not a very contemplative or complex person with lofty concerns. And I’d like to be. I’d like to get more out of life than I’m currently getting. I need more than just school. I need to figure out what it is that I want out of life and what I want to do. I… I’m not mature enough nor do I have enough life experience.

That’s all. just talkin.

MO

c-los/tom

jfree

2 italians

jose neighbor

prest-shark

rash

@ least 9 ppl in vegas

dj kirk

hershey

so, something inspired me to jot down all the kissees in my past.

let’s start, shall we?

1) vk (backseat of his car. my 1st kiss)

2) AL (his apt)

3) cb (in his car). it was more like, he kissed me and i was just there

4) asian guy (friend of george) with anime hair and anime style (not very attractive). this was in a club in tw)

5) joe wang (blvd 3), malaysian guy, djs (not really), renato with braces

6) sunny while in sb for halloween

7) sung during karaoke in k-town

huh, i thought there were more. guess not. that’s not so bad.

research paper

it ain’t easy.

i should have worked on it over the break because i’d be done by now.

i don’t even know the purpose of my paper. i chose model minority for a topic, but now i’m thinkin’ white privilege would have been easier. can still change it, but this is more interesting to me. although, i don’t know about stretching it to 8-10 pages. 4-5 single spaced doesn’t sound bad at all. i’m just having writer’s block.

dead week

i know it’s dead week, but i’ve been such a bum. i’m currently working on my tourism paper, but it’s slow going. it’s actually not a difficult write, but i’m making things harder for myself by not working alone. i’m hanging out with christine at her place. this is after we had been hanging out at my place for some hours watching tv, eating rice pudding, and ben and jerry’s new special edition dave matthew’s band magic brownie? ice cream. good stuff. well, that’s giving me gas. i’m trying so hard to hold it in.

we had dinner at ovt again. i had the beef spareribs, corn, and roasted potaters. pretty yum. i like that the ribs weren’t too saucy (that’s a mistake cooks too often make).

i want those hip piercings, goddamnit. and i don’t even know why. yes, i do. but it’s not even a legit reason. is any reason other than aesthetics really a good reason? i guess not. it’s just one of personal preference/style. but only i’ll be seein it, so it seems a little pointless, but who am i trying to impress? this is for me. i use too many question marks.

-govil lecture cancelled for tomorrow

-markovitz

-section: presenting group projects

-11am san bei ji!! yummy. can’t wait for that post-crap project.

-work on tourism paper s’more and finish that shit. due thursday evening. which reminds me, 500 days of summer is playing at 6 at price center theater. i’ll be in class maybe. GIRLS and morning benders friday night at the loft. i’m excited.

so, this paper. govil final in-class wednesday. markovitz paper (in lieu of final). and a take home for goldwasser. pretty easy peezy if i let it be.

laytah!